Am I in the right direction?

* Hurry up ! Come on! Choose a way!
Yeah! look at the picture. Do both of them go toward the one goal? Are you Sure Behzad?
* No, of course not! I just can see the begining and the end of the road! Please , Please ! ! just 1 more minute.
Sorry ! You must go ...

This is my life. I am not sure what I am doing. Am I in the right direction?
I am laughing, I am playing,but I fell lonely.
Yeah! I think I need to go fishing. I need to go somewhere to be able to scream. I need to go somewhere that nobody cares about odd people!

I need to do something . . .